Yes that's RIGHT!! Cheers to me for surviving again and being welcomed to a new start of my life!! It's been really tough but Im glad I have gone through all that shit just to come to where I am right now. It's crazy how time flies so fast doe, since I joined Newgrounds when I was 14 and now I'm 16. Idk if I should be happy because I'm getting older or scared because getting old sucks as well and we all know what dire consequences lies upon ahead, but I decided to do both because THAT'S THE EXPERIENCE!!

Also silly story regarding today at school: so basically my dumb ass decided to cry for the whole entirety of the morning because I was so anxious (by anxious I mean my class not greeting me the moment I entered the classroom nor my close friends messaging me as well) and stuff and then I went to the guidance counselor before lunch to vent about it and then I came back to the classroom to eat lunch and I was super anxious again that I cried to sleep.

I woke up at around 1:20 pm and then cried again then idk I didn't wanna stay in the classroom any longer so I ran to my friend's classroom and cried to him and then he accompanied me to my other friend's classroom and then I felt better afterwards and stayed there for a bit and played Pokemon Shield on the Switch Lite and watched DMC 5 cutscenes

I was gonna go back to my classroom but then one of my senior friends were drawing outside the door and then they greeted me and began talking about shit (DMC 5) and then as my classmates were leaving the classroom, I got greeted again by some of my classmates and ig I felt happy after that

idk I felt really stupid for crying IN MY SPECIAL DAY when I am supposed to be happy and the reason why I cried was just being anxious over the idea that my class didn't greet me and I shouldn't WORRY about that cuz over all I feel better now but Im still bitter at how I reacted to the situation but it's not a concern anymore

I was actually supposed to make art for my bday, but due to being SUPER BUSY AF IN SCHOOL, I sadly wasn't able to make one but hey!! There's next bday :))